Update.

I've been gone for so long,
It's almost crazy.
I simply miss writing, and can't keep up with a journal.
It's weird, so here I am.
I like to type, and I like to imagine.
This blog won't be about my imaginations, but I think faith.
Maybe even lack of.
God. It's complicated.
The past is over, yes.
That doesn't mean the pain isn't.

But.
Wow.
Reading my last post, really made me tear up. I forgot how much that man kept my Sunday mornings stable, and even now looking, throughout the weeks. I never kept up to what I said. We never got you back, and I'm sorry. We miss you, at least I know I do. I hope that means a little something.

Rolemodel.

I love the fact that there are over 10 solutions to one problem, and you're still the one to sacrifice your position just for all of us kids to be together.
In my world , thats the definition of hero. and role model.
I never realized how much I looked up to you before,
or how much it would hurt to not have you teach.
Thank you for everything, but this doesnt have to happen.
Things will changed.
Us youth are tired of no say.
We are tired of our voices feeling silent,
and our age taken advantage of.
We will get you back, don't you worry.

Copycat.

you know what I absoluetly hate?
when people think they are all good at something,
when truely the suck ass.
or the fact when they like everything you do,
but claim it as there own.
but whateves.

and yes, I hate when people complain on these things,
cause they are chicken.
I'm not. we've discussed this,
but it's still pissing me off.